Part II
(Part I)
What is the Source?
A wonderful person asked this question.
I have no definitive answer for anyone. I can tell you my interpretation, but please be aware that physical word descriptions are very inadequate to describe the Source.
The main Source: energy, never ending; never judging; patient beyond what you and I can ever experience in physical form.
I see the Source as a very bright, intelligent, energy, which always has been and always will be.
Visiting the Source
I have in my mind’s eye, visited the Source while in this physical body. However, I know (my own knowing – my knowing does not necessarily have to be your knowing) I cannot handle direct contact…my physical body and mind cannot handle the massive energy and information contained within the Source.
So, my (mind’s eye) visualization has set up a cave with a large ledge in front of the cave opening. The cave has a very bright Light source within, which spills out onto the ledge.
When I go to communicate, or be refreshed and/or reminded of the Source, I will go to the ledge and face the Light within the cave. I know that if I adventure too far in, I will be overwhelmed; my physical mind and body cannot hold, contain or absorb that much.
I will either stay on the ledge or will go to the mouth of the cave; no further.
When I communicate to the Source (directly and not through my guides) I feel such an overwhelming and indescribable sense of acceptance and love.
There are brief times, when I meditate, that I know all; understand all, and have unlimited compassion – but, when I come out of the meditation, those feelings and understandings are gone…or severely diminished or paled. My physical body and mind are currently incapable of maintaining a hold on that knowledge. To me, that is the Source, who can maintain all of that, all of the time…unlimited.
My Relationship with the Source
Some may be offended by what I am going to write next, but I will share it anyway.
As a child, on bended-knee, I would pray to the Source – and for me, that sucked crunchy peanut butter.
In church, I was taught I should be afraid of the Source, and I wasn’t; I was taught to bow down, or be on bended-knee, when praying to the Source – I felt it wasn’t natural.
My own personal connection to the Source is very intimate, and by that I mean I can be me, in every way, shape or form: grumpy, happy, or ‘matter-of-fact’.
I figured, since the Source knew all of me better than I did, then I needed to be straight-up when I communicated with the Source; no pretenses, no pretending, etc. – it had to be natural.
I talk to the Source like I would a very close, dear friend – and I feel as though the Source is a very close, dear friend.
Now, I can’t say I have ever heard the Source actually speak words to me, but when I communicate with the Source directly, I have absolute and total trust that the Source will guide me, protect me and direct me – and that does not waver, regardless of my physical temperament or mood.
So, there you have it – my (physical word limited) sense/feeling/interpretation of the Source.
Hopefully all of this helped. 🙂
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