Focus and Intent

by Peter Perkins

For those who know me, I am able to speak with my angels and they assure me they are always with me.

Still sometimes I feel detached or unconnected with my spiritual side. I was in this mental place when I asked my guardian angel why I hadn’t had any spiritual experiences in a while. He assured me that I did have them all the time.

Suddenly he showed me times when spiritual things were going on. He brought forward memories which seemed like floating bubbles. I was shown when spiritual things were occurring in my life. The memories were normal but a spiritual patina was draped over them so I could see the spiritual in what looked mundane in my life. So I told him I would like to have a spiritual experience tonight. He told me all I had to do was focus and intend. He told me I had been focusing on other things lately. So I focused and intended as he said on having a spiritual experience.

Later that night I had a dream, it seemed lucid but I am not entirely sure if it was a lucid dream or if I was out of body. I was sleeping in a bed and I knew there were two other beds with people sleeping in a row with my bed. There were people moving about by the feet of the beds.

Suddenly the me in this state began to vibrate. This was similar to when I first started out of body.

The vibrations though became much, much stronger. I was vibrating with such high energy it felt like I would explode. I could see myself as a roiling mass of golden energy. It felt amazing the amount of energy and power in that moment. I thought to myself at some point I am consciousness embodied.

I was suddenly like a star. It felt like there was so much energy that I was feeling that I was vibrating. I felt amazing love beyond anything I think I have ever felt. I wish I could properly describe to you readers what this felt like. When people speak about feeling connection with source I think this is what they mean. I felt like I was nothing at all and everything at the same moment. I also felt pure love.

Then I left my body – the one sleeping in that bed alongside the other beds. The world around me was frozen. A young woman with short blonde hair was at the foot of my bed. I floated there, a point of observation looking at the frozen world about me. I moved around that place with a feeling of such tremendous elation.

I woke then and the vibration and feel of energy and elation was still there.

I was still somewhat in this amazing state even as I sat up in bed. I said “Thank You”; immediately I received a “Your welcome.” The reply felt so incredibly loving. The energy signature was different then my guardian angel as was the mental voice. This energy signature felt like an almost perfect synthesis of male and female energies with the slightest shift towards female. Once again I said thank you. The reply, just as before, came just as quickly.

I talked with that being – further wishing to thank them for helping me with this experience. Though I come from Catholic roots I have since moved. Still, I called her Mother Mary, for it felt like an amazingly caring, loving female spiritual being. She told me that was not who she was but that I could refer to her by that appellation if I wished. She said she was happy to help me and that at this time she was helping the whole world.

I just want to take a moment and thank my guardian angel for his advice to focus and intent; I would also like to thank this female spiritual being. Lest I ever forget, I wish to thank all the people from this life who have helped me and aided me in my life journey and spiritual journey. I thank you all for the magic you have brought into my life.

Peter