What Is Wrong With Me?

This is a question I have heard a lot these last three weeks or so.

If you’ve no medical issues (see your Dr. for that) or mental health issues (see a therapist with this) – then I’m pretty confident that answer is “Nothing. Nothing is wrong with you.”

• Can’t concentrate and/or can’t start or complete a task, especially “expected” tasks.
• No desire to do “this” or “that”.
• Drifting
• Perhaps unable to figure out what you did all day / the day went quickly
• Not wanting to engage with the mundane.
• Bouts of not wanting to engage with those not of energetic or spiritual “like-minded” people.

We Are New

Many of us are attempting to fit into the old patterns and old energy. Why? Because that’s what is familiar to us – that’s what we grew up with. But, that is the old you from the old energy. You are new. We are new.

New energy needs new ways. Falling back into the old energy or ways is no longer appealing to us; it is no longer comforting to us. It’s time to move into new energy and learn a new way.

The catch here is that the new way isn’t created yet – you haven’t created your new way yet.

So, you sit in “idle-mode”.

Now?

We had lived (or been stuck) in the past. We had thought, created and hoped for the future.

Because of moving out of the old ways and energies, we are working to be in the “now”. No more living in the past and the past energies. No more hoping for the future. Create Now, now.

I know…”Blah, blah, blah, Jan. But how do we do that?”

This is one of the most exciting times on Earth in accessible human consciousness. Breaking free from third dimensional; the 3D mass accepted limitations means we are able to become our own creator of our individual reality. What do you want to create for your reality now? In this moment. Not for tomorrow and not connected to yesterday. Now.

For me, I want to keep my husband and my friends in my new reality, so have done so.

I don’t want to play in the dense 3D energy, so I don’t. I don’t have blinders on, nor am I in denial that 3D exists. I just choose to not engage in 3D energies.

In the meantime, I am consciously working on finishing unplugging myself from the 3D mass accepted limitations and refining my energetic and spiritual self. And that could mean something different for each individual.

I also keep my frequency and vibration high for myself as well as for others so they can, if they wish, to have an example for a possibility for their “now”.

My now is not perfect. I keep in mind that we aren’t here to be perfect; we’re here to be messy. But, I can stumble and re-do without the 3D energy – and so can you.

What Is Wrong With Me?

Nothing.

I recommend move out of idle-mode and work on what you want Now. What do you want to accomplish Now? What are you creating Now?

But I Still Have to Pay Bills

Okay.

I present you a challenge. How can you incorporate the Now while engaging with your 3D job? Can it be done? Yes.

In the past, we judged others for where they are in their socioeconomic status; their religious beliefs; their political beliefs, etc. We danced with fear that was presented to us. We judged ourselves if we thought perhaps we aren’t rich enough, or we were dealing with guilt pressure because we no longer, for example, believe in organized and/or controlling religious institutions, but still have an intimate relationship with G-d or the Source, etc.

So how about instead moving into acceptance?

You are where you are in your life and soul development and beliefs – accept it; own it. You don’t need to broadcast it, but be with it.

And, allow others the right to their own beliefs and soul development without judgment from you. Accept they are on their own journey as you are on yours.

I also recommend you don’t get sucked back into someone else’s desire and attempt to pull you into “their side”. Don’t feed the 3D drama.

I hope this article provided some insights to aid you on your beautiful journey of true self-rediscovery and empowerment.

By Jan Toomer

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