I often tell people that no one belongs on a pedestal, myself included. We are all having human experiences, and we all have skills…but we are all human.
This time that we are in is about facing your deepest ______ (whatever) and hopefully healing and releasing it.
But it’s also a time for relationships, and because of our recent energy shifts, we are experiencing a change in our team (which is a relationship) – a changing of the guides. This change is to bring in some higher frequency guidance for our next phase of our Earth journey.
And for me, it was about kickin’ and screamin’…not wanting to change right now. Okay, not really kicking and screaming, but definitely with heels dug in.
Changing of the Guides
With new guides comes new training and new experiences.
When the newest team member stepped forward, I energetically stepped back, called my life long go-to guy (AA Michael) and asked him if the newbie was safe for me; had he passed all of the requirements? Of course he had, elsewise he wouldn’t have gotten this close to me. Yet, I balked. This meant changes once again. Yes, that was a whine.
I like changes – yet I don’t. Why was I balking this time, especially since I usually get excited when new energies come in?
I went kickin’ and screamin’ so many years ago when the doctors highly recommended I get off animal proteins. After around thirteen years of slowly weaning myself off all animal products, I grudgingly admitted that yes, I felt so much better.
I went on strike with my team – for almost two years – when one of my guides was removed against my conscious wishes.
But I’ve seemed to handle the energies, energy changes and everything that came my way since those incidents many, many years ago. Why now? What’s different?
This time I felt like I didn’t get a chance to thoroughly explore what I was capable of doing before we stepped it up again. I was just getting comfortable with exploring and trying out the energy I was in.
And now the new guy stands in front of me – just looking at me. I tell him I’ll get to him next week.
Danged if he didn’t shadow me until the following week. As I write this, I’m sitting in a parking lot because guess who has decided he’d waited as asked and is ready to go forward with me, now.
We did chat coming into town. My peripheral vision could see him in the passenger seat next to me. I could feel his strong energy.
“It’s gonna be like that, huh?”
He turned his head and said I needed to meditate, and it was time to get to work on the new.
“Why have you been present – so close to me? Like sitting and standing so close?”
He asked, “How do you feel right now?”
“Expanded and want to cry.” I could feel a heaviness threatening inside.
“Why?”
“Because I miss existing in that expansive energy. It’s currently a bit confining, you know, with a body and all. I feel a longing – missing that energy.”
“That’s why I have remained close. We are working on acclimating your energy – making mine familiar to your so you won’t be distracted with it. You’ll also adjust your energy to a higher frequency while in your physical body. You’ve done it before (raising energy to accept a new frequency to work with the newer incoming energies) – so it’s just a matter of you allowing.”
“Allowing.” Not too fond of my own words coming back to me. Ha! I quit talking to him while I left the parking lot and headed for the grocery store. I was giving myself time to adapt.
On the drive home, my peripheral showed that he was still beside me. I noticed that the world looked a little brighter. I looked over to the new guide. I scratched my head.
I felt lighter, too.
He preempted my question. “Yes, you are starting to adapt.”
Ahhh. Okay.
As promised, after putting up groceries and grabbing some lunch, I sat cross legged and started my breathing exercise for meditating.
The session didn’t last long at all – half an hour – but man! I think I’m going to like working with this energy and the new guy. Oh, by the way, he’s older than the current conscious memory of humans existence. *chuckle* Guess I really should quit giving him such a hard time – he’s a pretty patient dude; not much of a sense of humor, though. *shrug*
So it only took me two weeks to “allow” – a lot better than two or thirteen plus years.
Hopefully this article shows you that I really am human, and can be defiant and obstinate within my life experiences — which I know many of you already know.
But it also is to show you that your team will work with you to adjust your energy – and even honor if you ask for a little time off (if it doesn’t conflict with your soul plan); but you do need to ask. And they definitely only bring in those who has the patience to work with those in human form.
I really did enjoy the meditation time with my new guide, and his energy does show me a deeper sense of peace I didn’t know was possible in human form. Definitely curious as to where we will bring me. *grin*
Happy allowing!
by Jan Toomer
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