A Life Review Now?

I awoke in the dark of the night to a rather odd sensation. I felt like a part of me was rifling through my subconscious – my memories – looking for something.

Suddenly it latched onto something and the experience began…

In the Past

Human kind, after their physical body died and they crossed over, would do a life review. This would include viewing one’s interactions with others from the other person’s point of view. Also included are choices made as well as choices not taken and planning a new life and incorporating how to re-balance the harm done to others.

But Now?

Remember how we talked about how no one can accrue karma (unbalancing the scales) anymore? How that all imbalances must be addressed now, in this lifetime?

Why? Because we are preparing to leave the third dimension behind – and moving to an “everything instantaneous” existence.

So this lifetime, we’ve been busy re-balancing any unresolved imbalances – as well as no more “pay later”;  all is due now. You create an imbalance, your being works hard to show you the consequences and have you be held responsible for your choices – and it’s happening pretty darned quick.

But Wait! There’s More!

Whatever “I” was looking for in my subconscious had been found.

In an awake-dream (vision), I went through a spontaneous life review. And I start crying.

We’ve (my conscious and subconscious) had come to my struggles of when I had attempted to help my daughter through her struggles.

Then the scenario changed to choices not taken and how those would’ve “played out” had I taken them. Let’s just say that I’m glad for the choices I had made.

By this time, it’s five in the morning; my face is wet and my nose stopped up from crying; some kind of purging had also occurred and my body was drenched. I was exhausted.

And was trying to figure out what the heck was going on.

I called my team. “This really sucks! What is going on?”

I am told that it is my life review. A life review now? I inform them, “But I’m not dead yet.” (Flashback to Monty Python’s Holy Grail movie.)

The Explanation

Life reviews used to happened when the third dimensional physical body died and the being crossed into the Light.

Third dimension is going away – but because I have lived a third dimensional life (and am heading toward the fifth dimension) – I have to have my life review now – to finish out my third dimension experience.

As my team was explaining, my deceased daughter approached me. She said that not only during my struggles in helping her, but throughout my whole life – I had maintained hope.

Then she asked me, “Do you know what it’s like to have someone in your life that keeps hope alive, even when you no longer have hope? Someone who never gives up?”

I started crying again. “No. I don’t.”

“It was awesome, Mom. It was home, love, sanctuary, forgiveness, acceptance, and more all wrapped up in one person. Thank you.”

Realistic Hope

I always felt that things would work out the way the they were supposed to – not the way I wanted them to.

Though I did occasionally fantasize “what if’s”, I did not hold on to those. Why? I didn’t know what each person had planned for their life experiences, so I held on to the belief that all would work out the way it should for their highest and best. I always felt the proverbial “light at the end of the tunnel”.

Keep Hope Alive

So I guess one of the messages that I hope you walk away with today is to “keep hope alive”. And know that all will work out in accordance with each individual’s life/soul plan – for their highest and best.

Just because you can’t always see the results from your hard work, doesn’t mean that nothing positive came out of it.

by Jan Toomer