In the past, when I realize that retrograde is upon us, it offered me a kind of “heads up” and, as long as I walked most humbly with deep respect, it wouldn’t touch me. It could be a special time of validation. I love validations!
Perhaps it is a “Sign of the Times” at this particular time in our evolution, but I am watching people, situations and the like, crumple before my eyes.
The passing of Jan’s daughter touched us all in a very deep way. I have learned of two more people that have chosen to leave this earth plane in the same way. Also, perfectly healthy people and bam, there gone.
The energy is zapping everyone in the most unusual ways. I am finding myself unable to even talk to people, it’s just too draining. If I were to explain an event, or something going on, by the time I finish describing something, it’s changed. I feel as though I am living in two worlds at once and both have very different vibrations.
The great thing about it is that when you can recognize what is happening, no matter how uncomfortable it may seem, your higher self is feeling excited about the change, and confused with the surroundings.
My grandson is living with me and suddenly it seems like he is challenging me at every turn. I feel as if I am under a magnifying glass, and many people close to me are just watching, and wondering how I am going to handle different scenarios. I don’t seem to have the answers to the different solutions, however, I do have the answers that don’t work, as they no longer apply.
My daughter, also my grandson’s mother is visiting us. Together, we are trying to make right choices with the very limited time that we have. The stress alone most certainly promises wrong solutions. But we are pushing forward anyway, knowing full well that there is a bigger picture and all will be fine.
The phrase “effortless effort” comes to mind, and I realize that no matter what happens. it’s all in Gods hands. It dawned on me that the reason that I can’t seem to be gaining any ground is because I’m fighting the current trying to figure it all out. Old ways to solutions are indeed in the past now. I am convinced now that it is time to mount up in our new armor. I needed to stop trying to fix it all the old fashioned way. I won’t fit.
For right now at this time, my conclusion is to take the leap off that cliff, into the new. Let yesterday’s and today’s problems be healed with the new . If we stay focused on where we are going and who we are becoming, then we become invisible to the old and it can’t affect us.
Liz
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