Boot Camp!

by Jan Toomer

We have entered another phase of our self growth – this one may be a little disconcerting. I have been approached by a few people this week…and can include myself in this as well…so am going to share some of the experiences and my interpretation of what is going on…

• If some friends haven’t pulled away already, some may find them pulling away now – or find themselves pulling away from their friends.
• They, like me, feel like they are gradually being isolated – not necessarily leaving a friend angrily, just have a knowing it is time to part ways – either temporarily or permanently – and it’s all good.

Other possible experiences which may be going on simultaneously as the isolation feeling – (barring any medical conditions):

• Feeling as though you are being picked apart, piece by piece
• That everyone wants (and takes) pieces of you
• That there’s not enough of you to go around
• (Energetically, not physically) – stuck in the middle of a wasp attack – they dart in, sting, retreat, and start again
• That pressure is building within you – like a volcano’s pressure building before it erupts

But, there’s a part (small or big) of “ego-self” that is yelling “What the heck is going on?” – afraid of the strange change and confused by the feeling that it “really is okay” to feel isolated right now.

I asked for a team meeting – to ask my guides what was happening.

Boot Camp!

They said to think of it as boot camp.

In boot camp, the soldiers lives are shaken up to get them to let go of the conditioning and training they had received in their lives up to the time they joined boot camp.Then they are ready for the new trainings, the new information to be instilled (or installed) into them; they become reformatted.

Some of us are still shaking loose some of the old…we are crumbling the walls of our old trainings, old beliefs, old perceptions, old energies, and/or old selves so we can accept more fully the new energies and can build with the new.

So Why the Distancing of Friends?

When you get together with a friend, both have a perception of their friend’s energy; their habits, beliefs, and old energy patterns.

Example: I would continue to view you, thus hold you, in the old familiar energy patterns – as you would hold me to my old energy patterns.

With distance, each can begin the process of reformatting our energy with the new information, new energy.

The sense I had was that when each individual has reformatted, we will each finally become the “real” self.

I am not saying we are all fakes, but we have been living in an illusion and have worked and functioned accordingly; I feel that this reformatting process will help us to break free from the illusions.

This is just part of this process, and it will not happen overnight; there will be more steps or phases we will go through.

Please keep your physical and mental health in good condition as well as holding the Light within you to support you through these energy changes.