The Semi-Blind Leading the Blind, Part Two

By Peter Perkins

(See Part One)

The Semi-Blind Leading the Blind
Part Two

Spirits

When I was young, Spirits were visible just like you might look around a crowded mall and see people. I was able to see them though they were faded, ephemeral. They lacked substance and often lacked color. They were defined though and had facial features. It was as easy to tell a male or female spirit as it is to see the differences in a living male or female. Not all spirits looked exactly as humans; some were frightening or bore the appearance of them as they died. Perhaps because they were holding unto those memories so strongly they could appear no other way.

During my youth seeing these spirits was quite involuntary; I did nothing to actively see them it just happened.

Now when I perceive spirits, it is more a feeling. I get the feel of a presence and can speak with them. I will sometimes get scents, or hear sounds that indicate the presence of a spirit. They can talk and I can, if they wish carry on a conversation. When I speak of spirits here I mean earthbound souls. I perceive Guides and Angels differently.

Guides

Guides are often for me heard and a mental dialog will take place. If I try to perceive them it takes some effort for me to raise my vibration to bring them into focus. It is at this point that a mental image comes to me of their appearance. If you closed your eyes and remembered someone you knew a few years ago, that kind of mental imagery is how I perceive my guides, when I wish to see them in a visual way. Even here I perceive them with this new vibratory and energy sense. Yet I am trying to describe it in terms that people can understand. This perception of them is one in which I am walking around and not Out of Body.

Now when I am out of body that’s when this new sense is stronger. I perceive my guides visually much easier. There is no need to raise my vibration or try hard to see them. Yet once again I am not really seeing them with my eyes; I am perceiving their energy. In fact it is so much easier and so much more unmistakable. I can also sense the balance of male and female energies. This doesn’t rely on sight at all. Here I am describing them in terms of this new sense. It is not that I see them as male or female, I instead feel it in their vibration, in their energy.

I have met other non-guides who appeared female but had strong male energies. Likewise I have perceived non-physicals with balanced or only slightly higher male or female energies. It is a sense beyond the common five, yet it is as easy for me to sense as smelling a freshly baked apple pie, or seeing a sunrise.

My guides too have their own energy and male/female balance of energies with some more male and some more female. I can also sense distinct individuals by their energy. It is not a matter of seeing them since appearances may change. The energy though is what stays the same no matter what the outward appearance. I would say that it is hard to describe but thankfully there was a movie called “What Dreams May Come”.

If you have ever seen it Robin Williams character encounters his children who had died and though their appearances were different then he had remembered them he knew them right away regardless of their outward appearance. This is that ability to perceive their energy and vibration that I am speaking about.

Angels

Angels are almost like guides but even though they are easy to speak with they are very hard to perceive visually. I have tried to do so and succeeded a couple of times but I need to raise my vibration way up and they need to lower theirs. Even so the image is fleeting. The angels I have seen have distinct colors but no wings as many are depicted in art and sculpture. Yet like Guides who can appear differently, I am certain if the angels wish, they could appear with wings.

When I did perceive the angels visually, colors came first followed by a brief solidifying of face and form. Yet I didn’t feel comfortable having them lower their vibration so low to be seen. I care about them and their natural state is very high vibration. This is why I have only tried to see them physically in this way so few times.

Their presence though is stronger then that of guides. I can easily sense the presence of my guardian angel, his presence is strong. Another female angel has an equally strong presence and it is easy for me to feel their vibration.

Also just like guides I can feel the male and female energies in my angels.
Some are strong to one side while others are more balanced. All of them though have some hint of both energies. This is as easy to sense as it is in my guides when I am out of body. Angels also have their own energy feel to them and it tends to be a little or a lot stronger then the energy feel of guides.

Dimensional Barriers

At one point while going out of body I perceived beautiful celestial music and gold ever shifting patterns of energy.

I was later told by one of my angels that what I was really experiencing is the barrier between dimensions; the vibrational separation between this reality and the out of body reality – like a wall of mesh if you will.

The music and gold colored patterns were my way of perceiving the barrier and as I got closer to it the music became clearer and the patterns brighter.

Unlike the five senses we all have, this new sense the ability to perceive different vibration and energy is still being refined in me. I did not walk around sensing energy all about me, or the balance of male and female energies in people. It takes a bit of work on my part.

So in a way I feel like the semi-blind leading the blind. I am trying my best to describe a sense that is different then the five we all share and needing to use words better suited to the other senses, in order to explain my experiences.

If you are spiritually blind, or semi-blind, like me and you’re just starting to get glimpses and perceive with this new sense – I hope that this article helps you.

Thank you Peter!